“Getting strong.” Just the words seem “positive.”
As I read them again, they seem to indicate weakness is present. Maybe it is?
I’ve been thinking about my life lately. What I’ve done. Who I am.
Don’t get me wrong, I am pleased with who I’ve become and who I am, but I often wonder if it’s enough.
Am I enough?
Have I settled in areas of my life because I can?
So, after months of contemplating this, and prayer, though maybe not enough, (we’ll see), I’m putting myself out there in true fashion.
Vulnerable. Transparent. Well, at least at this first writing (snickering under breath.)
Getting strong. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually.
Each area has it’s strength, it’s weakness. My goal is not to be super woman, just better.
I may fail. Deep down I guess I think I probably will. But I still need to try to prove to myself “I can.”
I understand if this is the place where you want to “unsubscribe” from my blog. I might if I were you.
But this is for me. This is to take off the mask of “perfection.” Though I doubt this has ever been a word used in alignment with my name.
Flaws are good. They make the rest of us feel normal. So today, the mask is off, or at the very least untied.
Maybe you are at that same place in your life? You want more.
More of life, more of God, more of yourself.
Today, I’m getting strong.